As I watch you walk away, I feel a regret. Our tracks in pavement but Im trying to forget how I ruined us both. But thats my problem. I disregard the fact that Im still upset. I know it sounds like Im a bit dramatic. Theyre feelings Ive kept cupped, Im still getting used to letting you up. Its a distraction that I hold on myself. It slowly sinks in my head, but then I get anxious. My chest feels hollow everytime I think about it and its a door that Im leaving locked. A room left empty. If you can get past moving from your old home then I can get past all this. So, this is it. Im losing my bestfriend. I told you that Im moving on, and it breaks my heart. Its ok to let go, I just wanted to let you know that Im doing fine without you.